Out on my Own in Spain

Well, it´s here. Helen left at 4:45 this morning to catch a plane to Madrid to London to LA, leaving me to fend for myself. Heaving my 20 kilo (aka 45 lb) pack onto my back, I took bus #10 to my new hotel, more or less, despite getting lost in what was kind of ghetto. The hotel is four stars with a VERY cute desk attendant (did I mention how gorgeous Spanish men are?!). From there, I had to catch two more buses to go to Carrefour, like a Walmart, to buy a comforter and sheets since I won´t be in Seville until VERY late tomorrow and more shampoo and toothpaste. Then, I figured I needed a cell phone and the only place in the mall complex was Movistar. So I now have a movistar number! 

The last few days have been extremely relaxing and wonderful. From Toledo, we came down to Granada and the hostal lost our reservation, so we walked around for a while and tried to find an empty couple of beds on a saturday night after midnight. Not fun with a heavy pack. The following day was gorgeous in Granada – 24º and sunny. We took our time eating lunch before heading up to the Alhambra. I forgot just how stunning it all is – the Nasarid art, the views of the Sierra Nevada and the pubelos blancos and the gardens of the Generalife. We found a super fancy four star hotel to eat at. I chose gazpacho and veal from Avila. Half a bottle of wine later, we went to this really intimate flamenco place in a cave where only one singer, one dancer and one guitarist were playing. Though it was extremely crowded, I could watch the shadow of the dancer on the wall and her facial expressions. They were passionate and almost anguished. Her feet moved about a thousand miles a minute. It was intense. Spain is a passionate country – everyone argues their point and has an intense love for La Patria. Ask any Spaniard what his or favorite city is, and they will undoubtedly tell you the very one you are in. It never fails.

I have my orientation course tonight at a fancy hotel. I’ll head back to Seville late tomorrow and report at 1030h on Wednesday to IES Heliche to meet the other teachers. I really am happy I’m starting. Last night I met a girl at the flamenco cave named Erin. She’s been in Malaga for the past nine months, having met a Spaniard two years ago on the Camino de Santiago. They’re getting married this weekend. She told me this experience will undoubtedly change my life.

The first visit here certainly did, or else I wouldn´t have moved seven time zones away. I can´t wait to get to Sevilla and really settle in.

Me Parece un Sueño

On Saturday, I flipped my Spain calendar from August to September and saw “SPAIN!!!!!!!!” written in really big letters. I thought I was going to pass out. This is really happening. And it’s happening in EIGHT DAYS.

I have purchased my new, lightweight suitcases to accommodate as much of my crap as possible. My clothes and teaching supplies are laid out in Margaret’s room so I can start to roll them, put them in plastic bags and pack ’em up. I’ve spent the summer researching everything from cell phones and post offices to tapas bars and package deals to Lagos. I’ve watched a million movies and read thousands of pages about living and working in Spain. My guidebook is already tattered and marked up, and I haven’t left the country with it yet. I’ve ordered traveller’s checks, in dollars AND euro, my health insurance provider and credit card companies know I’ll be abroad, and I’ve said goodbye to a lot of people already. Compared to last time, I’m much more prepared. Maybe it’s just the prospect of knowing I’ll be gone for four times longer than two summers ago that’s freaking me out. Maybe I’m nervous to teach.

But I have been to Spain before. I’m familiar with the people, the culture, the language. I think I’m just scared I won’t be able to make it over there and I’ll disappoint myself. I’ve never failed so miserably at something that I couldn’t handle the fallout. This could be the first time, and I won’t be able to call my mom for help (without having it cost her $2 a minute). It’s scary to be out in the real world alone, much less being in a foreign country where you don’t really know anyone.

So the plan for this week: Tie up all the loose ends. Finish researching cell phones and hostels. Call all the people who know ANYTHING about Spain. Maybe contact my school, if that’s important. Really psych myself up mentally.

Beginning to freak OUT.

The countdown is on. I have sixteen days. Seventeen more hours to work at BFRS. Approx 18 million errands to run. Only 100 lbs of my life to take with me to Spain (including teaching supplies and a 6lb bag of American candy). I won’t have any income until the end of October at the earliest. Yeah, I’d saying I’m stressing out a little. Everyone says, “I’m so excited for you,” or, “You’ll have the time of your life.” But it’s going to be hard. I’m not used to change. I get lonely really easily. Sometimes I need my mom to straighten things out for me. Hell, I don’t even know where my school is located, much less where a bank and supermarket are. I know everything will fall into place eventually, but this is all happening tooooooo fast for me to handle. It’s like my brain is going a hundred kilometers a minute, but I have no idea how many miles a minute that is.

Helen and I leave on September 12 for Granada, and the rest of the trip will be: Seville, Gibraltar, Lagos or Faro or straight to Lisbon, Evora, Barcelona, Madrid, Toledo, Cordoba, Malaga and back to Granada for orientation. Pretty ambitious, but I’m looking forward to spending time with her and seeing some of Spain I haven’t seen yet. Still on my list are Ronda, Santiago de Compostela, Figueres and tons of other foreign countries.

Also, I applied to be a student travel writer for cafeabroad.com and got the job. I’ll be responsible for updating a city travel guide, writing first-person narratives about my experiences and meeting with two other students to work on longer, third-person investigative pieces. Clips plus Spain? Nice moves.

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